Tics

So I've been in a partial hospital program at Salem Hospital. Today I did a half day at school. I almost got through the day, then someone threw fruit at me and I flipped shit.
I've also been having a lot of tics. So far it's been:
-head jerking back
-nodding
-leg twitch
-legs kicking
-hands shaking
-vocal noises
-head shaking
-arm muscle tension
-shoulders shaking
-blinking

I think it might be my meds or maybe an increase in anxiety, or maybe both? I need to discuss it with my meds doctor.

I'm Baaaaaaaaack!

I'm back from the hospital! I was at Bournewood this time. It was definitely MUCH better than Hampstead. I drove my dads car today and everything is chill now. I'm going to a day program starting tomorrow.

Once Again

Guess who's sitting in the ER! Yup, once again. This time I'm not vomiting blood at least. I'm here for suicide plans and extensive cutting. I'm probably going back to the mental hospital so yeah...

Secrets.

I think the best part about this blog is that no one knows about it. Not my friends, not my family, no one. So that means I can say anything I want. No consequences, no worries. Nothing given away. Sense no one will see this in time, Wednesday. Wednesday April 17, 2013. The last day. MY last day. I have it planned and ready. So long and goodnight <3

As Always

I just thought I'd do a quick post since its been a while. Nothing much is new. I'm still very much in love and doing fine. The new season of Doctor Who stared a few days ago, but I didn't watch it yet cause I need to finish the other season first. (Spoilers!)

The End

As most of you have probably heard by now, MCR has broken up. The news had spread across Facebook, Tumblr, and Twitter. There was a paragraph announcing the breakup on the My Chemical Romance website, and Gerard recently tweeted a long goodbye message. The loss of MCR has caused 33 suicides already. Now more than ever we need to listen to their message, stay alive, love yourself, and love the world. Stay strong everyone. The MCRmy will carry on.

Crazy Love

So I didn't have time to explain what happened at the mental hospital in my last entry, so I'll explain what happened now. Well first off I was roommates with Laura and Taylor. Then Laura got discharged. Then this girl who use to be my friend (and now hates me for no reason) showed up, and then Taylor got discharged. An then there was the "relationship square". Felicia was going out with Joe, and then she started going out with me at the same time. Then Felicia told me Raleigh liked me and I started going out with Raleigh while I was still going out with Felicia. Then Joe got jealous and made Felicia choose between me and him, and she chose him cause I had Raleigh. Then Felicia broke up with Joe cause she didn't like him anymore. Me and Raleigh are still together and he is so amazing. And to think we met in a mental hospital...